OK, CALL ME STUPID, CALL ME SILLY, CALL ME NARROW MIND, PETTY OR WHATEVER, I DUN GIVE A SHIT! Just wanna pour my frustration and anger here!
Normally, mom will activate me to help out with everything from setting up the candles to burning of joss sticks to praying to burning.
Today, I don't know for what F reason/s, my BIL want to merge the offering he got for his father, mother etc.. His entire family join in the process. Worst still, one of them is not a sincere in praying, her mentality is just to play with fire.
As the public bin for burning is limited, all of them including my mom gather round it to burn the paper stuffs that was meant for the dead. As we have about 6 sets of offerings for 5 love ones excluding 3 sets from my BIL's side, I decided not to crowd in together and wait till the offering meant for MY DAD!
Here's the pissed off part...
I guessed somehow or another, my buay song was written on my face cos i HATE waiting especially when one of them is actually "playing not praying", my mom suddenly just say hey B ah, ok liao, thank Q, I was shocked! After that, the same thing came out from my sis's mouth Thanks!.
NAI BEI, Hello, what is he F meaning of this??? Helped them carry the things down, set up the things, pray and F off is it??? half way through the process..... SIGH...
Actually, wanted to bath 1st before going over to Viv's place, but to avoid facing all of them and instead of showing the buay song face to Tu Lan face, I packed my stuffs and left home within 5 mins.
On my way, msg my darling and preamp her that I was just pissed off by some ppl hence my mood will be affected. She was very understanding. When I reached her home, I've received a big hug from her in her room. Told her to read this blog later as I do not want to say it out.
Ok, that's it for now.
Dad, forgive me for I didn't get the chance to burn the offering to you. I'M SORRY!
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