OK, CALL ME STUPID, CALL ME SILLY, CALL ME NARROW MIND, PETTY OR WHATEVER, I DUN GIVE A SHIT! Just wanna pour my frustration and anger here!
Normally, mom will activate me to help out with everything from setting up the candles to burning of joss sticks to praying to burning.
Today, I don't know for what F reason/s, my BIL want to merge the offering he got for his father, mother etc.. His entire family join in the process. Worst still, one of them is not a sincere in praying, her mentality is just to play with fire.
As the public bin for burning is limited, all of them including my mom gather round it to burn the paper stuffs that was meant for the dead. As we have about 6 sets of offerings for 5 love ones excluding 3 sets from my BIL's side, I decided not to crowd in together and wait till the offering meant for MY DAD!
Here's the pissed off part...
I guessed somehow or another, my buay song was written on my face cos i HATE waiting especially when one of them is actually "playing not praying", my mom suddenly just say hey B ah, ok liao, thank Q, I was shocked! After that, the same thing came out from my sis's mouth Thanks!.
NAI BEI, Hello, what is he F meaning of this??? Helped them carry the things down, set up the things, pray and F off is it??? half way through the process..... SIGH...
Actually, wanted to bath 1st before going over to Viv's place, but to avoid facing all of them and instead of showing the buay song face to Tu Lan face, I packed my stuffs and left home within 5 mins.
On my way, msg my darling and preamp her that I was just pissed off by some ppl hence my mood will be affected. She was very understanding. When I reached her home, I've received a big hug from her in her room. Told her to read this blog later as I do not want to say it out.
Ok, that's it for now.
Dad, forgive me for I didn't get the chance to burn the offering to you. I'M SORRY!
Friday, September 18, 2009
Monday, September 14, 2009
What a year! You win some, you lose some
This year is totally different from the 37 yrs I had altogether as I had a partner by the name of Vivian Hoo.
Life is great having her around, her kns behavior, her positive outlook in life, the cheerfulness that was inbuilt her and last but not least, the love, care and concern for me is sooooo ....... (no word to describe)hahhaah...
This is the thing that I consider that I won. I won her heart!
However, the things that I now lost which I have no idea how did that happened was my health.
First, I quit smoking, which by right I should be healthier. However, I might be worst than now if I were to carry on smoking.
Second, I seem to fall sick easily especially this year 2009. Suspect it could be due to the fengshui of my office. (You know, like 8 words don't match and curse one another?)
Bottom line, I guess I still love this year as my winning is still better because when I lost, my winning will come and pacify and sayang me.
I just have to drink more healthy stuffs, exercise more so that whatever I may have lost this year, it will not happen as often next year although the chances of losing is greater when the numeric figure in age grows.
Well, Why am I blogging today? Was on MC for today and tomorrow because I'm sick! Anal leakage!
Things that I've done today;
1) Clear some of the shit that my buddy left behind. Still got tons to clear. Fortunately, I have Viv by my side who voluntarily help me out. (physically, mentally, and financially) Honestly, I feel so damn bad though she will tell me don't be. But still... you know.... Well, Thanks Darling for your support, we will settle ourselves once this shit is done. I promise you.
2)Go wash my maid. Been a long time since I last done so. Felt so sorry that she has been serving me faithfully and yet I have not done my part as the employer to treat her well by checking how is she doing, clean her up when she is dirty etc... (Finally, got the chance to do so.) Will get Viv involve when the chance arises. ;)
Oh Crap, is that all I've done today?? So inefficient. Oh hack, who cares, as long as I feel that I did a bit of things which can help me move forward, I should be happy.
Ok, That's all for now. Till next time when I blog, which I have no idea when...hahha... ciao!
Life is great having her around, her kns behavior, her positive outlook in life, the cheerfulness that was inbuilt her and last but not least, the love, care and concern for me is sooooo ....... (no word to describe)hahhaah...
This is the thing that I consider that I won. I won her heart!
However, the things that I now lost which I have no idea how did that happened was my health.
First, I quit smoking, which by right I should be healthier. However, I might be worst than now if I were to carry on smoking.
Second, I seem to fall sick easily especially this year 2009. Suspect it could be due to the fengshui of my office. (You know, like 8 words don't match and curse one another?)
Bottom line, I guess I still love this year as my winning is still better because when I lost, my winning will come and pacify and sayang me.
I just have to drink more healthy stuffs, exercise more so that whatever I may have lost this year, it will not happen as often next year although the chances of losing is greater when the numeric figure in age grows.
Well, Why am I blogging today? Was on MC for today and tomorrow because I'm sick! Anal leakage!
Things that I've done today;
1) Clear some of the shit that my buddy left behind. Still got tons to clear. Fortunately, I have Viv by my side who voluntarily help me out. (physically, mentally, and financially) Honestly, I feel so damn bad though she will tell me don't be. But still... you know.... Well, Thanks Darling for your support, we will settle ourselves once this shit is done. I promise you.
2)Go wash my maid. Been a long time since I last done so. Felt so sorry that she has been serving me faithfully and yet I have not done my part as the employer to treat her well by checking how is she doing, clean her up when she is dirty etc... (Finally, got the chance to do so.) Will get Viv involve when the chance arises. ;)
Oh Crap, is that all I've done today?? So inefficient. Oh hack, who cares, as long as I feel that I did a bit of things which can help me move forward, I should be happy.
Ok, That's all for now. Till next time when I blog, which I have no idea when...hahha... ciao!
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